8th November 2006,
5.25pm, Wednesday. I was on leave for 2 days- went to KL on Saturday for holidays+seminar. It's partly sponsored by BMS, and I took the opportunity to travel there earlier to catch up with frens- Lee Hua (my junior), Kawai, my SAHC schoolmate (Jenny, Kok Keong, Sim Wooi, Lay Hoon), Angie (my ex-CG mate). It's tiring journey, coz need a lot of travelling, frm one LRT to another, and depending on my fren to pick me up from station. But overall, it's worthwhile- to catch up.
Has been a while didn't write in blog. Blog supposed to be opened for all to read, but initially that wasn't my intention. My blog has now replaced my life journals, a place for me to share my heart out- be it happiness, frustration or anger- full of emotions. I called it Dew's Season of Life. A season of laughters, a season of sadness, season of challenges and season of defeat- it's very transparent, overflow spontaneously- without any concious how people look at me. Yes, even now- I'm transparent, but I guess a few people has gotten my blog- which sometimes made me overconcious, I don't wanna impress ppl with the blog, or making prejudice, or anything that will stumble others. As the time goes, I feel that the blog has diluted...Probably it's time to make a closure and start another new blog:P Thinkig what title to post today.
"Speechless". Period. That's my Title. Was pretty surprised and speechless to hear something today. My ever first time - a sincere and honest word from a friend. It's comforting and feel nice, it's warm and calm. I probably should have notice and see it coming, but I just put it off my mind- thinking that it's not possible, I'm just too sensitive. Well, for a girl- it's a nice word, pleasant to ear and comforting to the soul. But, for some- probably it's the other way round. So, now that I know- what is next? How should I take it to another level? Mixed feeling, happy and a bit scared...just speechless.
Lord, guard my heart for it's the wellspring of life. Protect my heart, help me not to lean on my own understanding but to trust You with all my heart..with all my heart- I will trust You, for You will make everything beautiful in Your time. I pray for Your leadership...that I will not walk out of Your will, but walk in Your perfect will. Take over Lord, I surrender this heart to You, Amen!
